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You are viewing the most recent 20 entries November 30th, 2004August 13th, 2004July 1st, 2004: bored So.... I am bored... so bored... My friend came down from arozona this month and left today I wont get to see him for almost three years because he is going to japan. And can you belive it he wont even buy me things, oh well no big deal. I may have found a girl I can actually have a nice relationship with I hope she feels the same way aout me as I think she does. well maybe I'll know soon cause if she reads this she will know who I am talking about... wish me luck guys.. Current Mood:  boredCurrent Music: humming June 26th, 2004: FUCK I hate it when things break...... you know, this is everyone elses fault but mine.... I'll stop now Current Mood: stupid and frustrated : me as a vampire. finnally <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/M/memoryanddr <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/memoryanddream/q Current Mood:  enticedCurrent Music: final fantasy 11 :
June 3rd, 2004: Hello Howdy. sup? how is everyone? I am a little better than I was, life has picked up some. I am still bored though. Anyways.... oh yeah I wreaked my moms car today... not bad... just a little bit... I was drivind and there was a car trying to go up my ass and a dog ran out in the road so I swerved to keep from hitting the dog and there was a car coming in the other lane so I had to drive into a ditch to keep from dieing and on the wya out of the ditch I kinda hit a blue post..... WHO PUTS A BLUE WOODEN POST IN THE MIDDLE OF A DITCH??? AND WHY?? hey maybe she wont notice.. right? anyways.. I have to go now. maybe I'll get to update this again soon. see ya. Current Mood:  slightly buzzedCurrent Music: none May 30th, 2004: **Sigh** Hey Guys, I haven't updated this in a while.... so heres the shit. Has anyone else ever reached the point where nothing seems worth it anymore? I don't mean that in a creepy suicidal kind of way, but I have reached this kind or point where I am oddly depressed and I dont really know why. But nothing that I usually do feels like it is worth me doing right now, all that I have been wanting to do lately is go off with some friends and get as fucked up as possiable to try to forget that I am depressed. I dont like that. But on a good note I have been successfully forgeting about my problems almost every night for 2 or 3 weeks (I'm not sure how long its been), anyways School just let out and I am pissed at myself that I didn't graduate with my class this year, but oh well nothing that I cant take care of next semester in night school. alright I'm done complaning now. If any one has some good news let me know I might help. bye. Current Mood:  stressedCurrent Music: soul calibar 2 May 12th, 2004May 11th, 2004: !!!!! SHIT !!!! FUCKING SHIT!! every time I make plans they allways fall through. Just once I would like for something to go MY way. any ways sorry I just needed to bitch for a mineute. everyone needs to rant occasionally right? I'm gonna go now. : .... OH My GOD!!!! Im have been so insanely bored for the past... I don't know how long the last time I had fun was saturday. I finally found out how much alcohol it takes to get me a buzz (not drunk just a buzz) it takes 12 shots of wiskey and 2 shots of vodka. But that was the last time I had fun and before that it was last saturday. life is just going too slow, I dont have a job I dont have a girl friend, in other words I dont have any thing to keep me busy. I am so incredibly bored I dont see how some people can sit at home all day (the lazy bum knows who I am talking about)any ways I am going to go see if hitting my self in the head is any more entertaining...... I hope so. May 10th, 2004: I always knew I tasted good
May 7th, 2004: Anime I like me as anime. I was expecting to get a complete dumbass character profile but I like this one. I am somewhat satisfyed. oww I just got hit in the balls.... aww man that sux May 6th, 2004May 5th, 2004May 4th, 2004: oh god Sup guys? Today sux, I feel like shit. I woke up this morning and didn't want to move I was seriously thinking about not moving for a few days, just laying in bed and dying. well I'm gonna go back to bed see ya May 3rd, 2004: WOW! Damn Once again I forgot I had this. So whats up everyboby? Life has been considerably better since my last update the girl I like It turns out she likes me! hell yeah! But I am still having a little trouble getting her I have not had much of a chance to talk to her over the past week or so she has been busy with work and rehearsal. But, hey, things will start to look up, right? ummm... she no longer has a boyfriend. I have talked to her EX (formally one of my best friends) he dosn't like me so much now but in a way it is worth it. If I can start dating her, I dont even need sex I just want to be with her and hold her, (wow I sound really really corny)than I would be so happy that him being pissed off would not even phase me. also I have drastically chilled out on the drugs (again) but all in all life has been handleable. My best friend in Arizona offered to fly me out there to live with him, but I didn't take the offer for more than one reason, and thats about it for news. Ummm... I don't sleep much any more (I think too much) but aside from that I'm fine, Well People whoever you are what ever you belive in pray that I can get this girl. 'cause even the thought of her makes me smile. (but don't tell her that) hahaha Well now I have to dally out. see ya |
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